KhaosKatze
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Its been a while since I posted. Last night I had to do the most painful and hardest thing ever. As a cat mom and sufferer if depression and chronic illness my precious Donskoy Gizmo was a joy and huge part of my life and my husbands. I adopted him through a rescue site from a owner needing to rehome him and he was just over a year old.
He was bon on 22 November 2010 and died 02, November 2017. Just 20 days shy of 7 years old he lost his life to cancer. We had about 5 years with this beautiful creature. The pain is beyond anything. It comes on the heels of the death of my grandfather 26th October also from cancer.
The bills for the vet, Gizmo and his cremation have also made Christmas not only emotionally impossible to celebrate but financially. We are seeking help from family and friends to order a cuddle clone to memorialize our precious baby. I can not stop crying. My heart is shattered. Today we will take the remains to be cremated. I will miss his big blue eyes. He always wanted to be with us. We had a chair between ours so he could sit between us while we were on our computers. He slept every night between us. I am com pletely lost right now
The bills for the vet, Gizmo and his cremation have also made Christmas not only emotionally impossible to celebrate but financially. We are seeking help from family and friends to order a cuddle clone to memorialize our precious baby. I can not stop crying. My heart is shattered. Today we will take the remains to be cremated. I will miss his big blue eyes. He always wanted to be with us. We had a chair between ours so he could sit between us while we were on our computers. He slept every night between us. I am com pletely lost right now
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