Oh Shauntay ... my heart breaks for you and Douche.
You loved that little boy with your whole heart and soul, and trust me, he knew that. He loved you back just as hard. No one will ever take that from you.
Take all the time to grieve that you need, but know, down the road you will look back on your time together with that special little boy, your little Douche and you will smile and laugh and remember all that love.
If you're ever in Ottawa and need to talk to someone who understands - let me know.
Shauntay, I am so very sad to hear this and my heart is breaking for you You gave him a great life and you both had a very, very special bond. You must hold tight to the good memories you shared with Douchie. Take all the time you need to grieve. Sending prayers, hugs and headbutts to you.
Shauntay, i'm so very sorry to hear about your precious little boy. He touched so many of our hearts. it was very obvious how much you love him. So sorry to hear that he and you had to go throught his horrible situation. he's no longer in pain, although that doesn't help your heart heal. I will pray for your comfort. I'm so very sorry
Oh Shauntay, I can feel your anguish through your post. My heart weeps for you. Douche may be gone from your sight, but he will always be near you as he takes his place as one of your spirit guides. Ask his kitty soul to entwine with yours and to bring you healing. Love knows no bounds.
I am just sitting here imagining what you are going through and there are tears running down my face. We all know how much you love that little guy and Douche knew how much you loved him.... Just keep in mind that for every minute of anguish you are suffering, there are 1000's of minutes of happiness and love you shared with him that one day you will be able to look back on and smile. Douche will forever be your little kitty soul mate and he will always be alive in your heart and in your memories...