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I had a bad relapse tonight. Tears were shooting out of my eyes like bullets. It has been almost a year that Kika crossed the rainbow bridge. Something from the Lair earlier reminded me of the dreams he used to have. He would talk in his sleep. It would sound like he was calling out to a long lost lover - so sorrowful and it would last awhile - enough to wake me up and to hear him continue until I woke him up. Kika was my LOVER. We would sit on the sofa and watch TV - he would sit on my thigh with his front paws on my shoulder and he would kiss me. One time he gave me a REAL mouth to mouth kiss. (No tongue ) He would wait at the door to greet me when I came home from work. He would snuggle next to me EVERY night. He gazed at me constantly in a loving way. We were in love.
Dinka is still a kitten and does not go for much of the lovey stuff. He takes all my kisses without complaint but he does not come to me to love on me. The only time he comes to me is when he wants to nurse on my neck. OK so I was desperate for cat love and let him nurse my neck a couple of times. I am only human.
I just wish all my past kitties were here. I miss them all. Kika of Kikaju I love you. I just love all of them.
Thank you for putting up with my relapse. I actually feel better now - knowing there are kindred spirits that have relapses to.
Dinka is still a kitten and does not go for much of the lovey stuff. He takes all my kisses without complaint but he does not come to me to love on me. The only time he comes to me is when he wants to nurse on my neck. OK so I was desperate for cat love and let him nurse my neck a couple of times. I am only human.
I just wish all my past kitties were here. I miss them all. Kika of Kikaju I love you. I just love all of them.
Thank you for putting up with my relapse. I actually feel better now - knowing there are kindred spirits that have relapses to.