I’m still trying to wrap my head about what happened but sadly I lost my baby Frederick on Saturday tragically. He couldn’t breath due to blood/liquid filling up his lungs and my dad raced me to a hospital as fast as we could but we were too late. He died in my arms and the feeling of guilt is still eating away at me. Frederick was the most loving thing and everyone who met him fell in love with him. I rescued him two years ago not knowing he was going to save me through my darkest times. I just wish I could have saved him. I love you so much Frederick and just know I will miss you every single day.