Thanks everybody. I love you all so very much and I know you would do anything you could to help if it were possible to do so. All I want to do is cry, but that's not fair to the three other little souls in there with Lulu who still need a mama lady.
I just got back from the bathroom--played a little with the three babies that are left--Rosie, Tiddlywinks and Zuchini. Winky and Zuch are fat little wrinkly butts and Rosie is the prettiest little thing--Zuchini was sleeping, with Rosie curled around his neck...but Winky was sitting up looking at me. I petted his little head and he liked it. He came crawling over for some love--I of course, picked him up and gave him a bunch of kisses and gave him a little pep talk about the lots and lots of godparents he has, how many people love him so much already, and what a good life he is going to have someday with a forever family who loves him and plays with him and lets him sleep with them in their beds. That maybe they will have lots of cat toys and a friend for him to hang out with...so he has to stay healthy, he just has to!
Then when I put him back down he woke up Zuchini and Rosie, so I had to repeat the process-- so they could hear their own stories too.
Please just continue to pray for us...to let the dying stop.