I HATE YOU...

[BluesMummy]

Oh my dear Robin this post has pulled & my heart strings & made me cry, my heart aches for you & your family, sissy couldnt of asked for more love & comfort than she had in the arms of you & her daddy, she was a special gift borrowed to you until you meet again one day, lots of love & hugs from my home to yours xxxxxxxx

 

[FeyAngel]

I am so very sorry to hear of Sissy's passing. I pray that my sweet angel baby Yorkie girls Sunshine and Shadow will be there to show her around and play with her. One day we will all be together again. I know that no words can take away the pain. But please know that everyone here loves you and Sissy and mourns her loss and the pain you are enduring.

 

[GoldHazel]

I have no words apart from I'm so sorry. Sorry never seems big enough but it's all I have. How lucky she was to spend her kitten days with you. She was dearly loved beyond measure. She will always be with you. Much love

@Emily0404, it blew everyone away. And yes, sorry doesn't seen enough when I have to say it too to someone else. I know what you mean.

You are so right, Sissy WILL ALWAYS be with me.

Much love to you as well, Emily. My heart hurts for you because of Eddie going to the Rainbow Bridge. He lived a full life and a happy one with your family and the most loving mommy (YOU)!!

HUGS...
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

(((((((Hugs))))) I'm so so sorry :-(

@Lickleone, thank you. Hugs feel good these days. Just know that I'm wetting shoulders with my tears when I get hugged.
oxox
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

So sorry for your loss

Thank you, Kim.

 

[GoldHazel]

You know Robin my heart is with you. Sissy was yours to love and give her short life unconditional love...that was no mistake.

Yes, Christina, I DO KNOW that your heart is with me during this time. No doubt that Sissy was mine during her short life to be so loved and so taken care of. She made us so happy.

Always,
Robin oxox

 

[GoldHazel]

I am so sorry. No one could ever doubt how much your little girl was loved. Please keep the best memories closest to your heart. RIP sweet little girl.

Patti

@Patti, thank you. It's still so difficult to be on here reading and writing and teary-eyed. The best memories are certainly closest to my heart as I imagine her sweet face looking up at me as I recall how good she felt in my arms to hold.

Always,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

So so very sorry ,RIP little Sissy.

@Jebsmom, thank you.

 

[GoldHazel]

This is so sad You and Sissy did not deserve this. I'm so very sorry that she is gone. I know what you went through to bring that little girl into your home and there's no doubt in my mind that she was meant to be with you. You gave her a wonderful life. I pray that your heart will mend a little bit each day and that you can take some comfort in knowing that Sissy was surrounded by love everyday in your home. Rest peacefully now Sissy.

@MyJezebel, thank you so much. Your words are exactly of my daughter's as she has repeated multiple times to everyone that Sissy and I didn't deserve this.
Thank you for all your words. It means so much to me.

Always,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

How sad I'm so sorry...at least she isn't in pain anymore. Send prayers and hugs to you're home.

@GizmosMommy, thank you.

Always,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Hugs! I am so sorry for your loss *cry*

@PrimateLove, Courtney, thank you. Both of our angels are together now and are at peace.

Always,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Oh this just tears my heart out! So so sorry!

@muddpuddles01, thank you so much.

Always,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Fly free and whole, pain free at the bridge sweet little Sissy Angel.. You were surrounded by sooo much love in this world and fought a courageous battle..no kitty soul should ever face.... You touched hearts forever..
Rest now and when you wake at the bridge run free and whole with the bridge angels..

((Hugs )))

@Yoda mom, that was so beautiful. OMG, it's so difficult to be on here and read these beautiful messages. I tear-up right away each time I read. {SIGH}

Always,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Hi Robin, I am so so sorry to read about Sissy! I am so sorry you both had to go through the pain and sorrow.
I have never cried so much as I have this week on the Lair. My co-workers think I am crazy! I can't imagine when it's my time to have to walk in your and Courtney's shoes I will like you guys be devastated
I wanted to send big HUGS from me and the nakeds!!!
Just know that Sissy will be in heaven with Emma playing without pain and watching over you and her naked brothers and sister.
Love,
Nicole

@curlysue Nicole, I DO KNOW for SURE that Emma and Sissy are without physical problems as they are in heaven together looking over all of us.

Love,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Oh Robin, I wish I could be with you to offer you comfort. I can hardly see to type this because my eyes are so swollen and full of tears for little Sissy.

Nobody could have loved her more than you. You were meant to be her mama and she knows how much you love her. You did everything possible for your sweet little girl.

It's so unfair the way she was taken from you, but not even FIP can take away the time you had together and the time memories you will always carry in your heart.

My heart breaks for you and I am sending love and healing thoughts to you and your family. Sissy was a strong and determined little girl, but not nearly as strong and determined as her mama. I can almost see you wielding a sword against the evil disease.

Know that Sissy will be waiting for you on the other side and that she is now at peace and without pain. Hold your babies extra close and let them share your pain just as they comforted Sissy.

I'm here for you anytime! Hugs and much love always!

Kim
Xoxoxoxo

@cleozmama, thank you so much for your words and telephone call. It all means so much to me.

Liam, Grayson, Simon and Miss Violet have comforted me when I'm crying for Sissy. They "talk" to me, hold me, lay on or near me and sniff my tears. They know more than we give them credit for.

I certainly hold my four close...as I always have with them and Sissy. If I loved them any more than I already have, it would probably be considered abuse.

Love,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

So sorry. Sissy was so lucky to have such a great momma during her short life. A little piece of her will always be in your heart. Hugs and much love.

@Kelly, thank you so much for your kind words. They are appreciated.

Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

I am incredibly sorry for the loss of your precious little angel girl. I,too, hate FIP, HCM, and anything else that claims the life of an innocent little kitten so cruelly. It is a hideous disease and no animal or their loving owners should have to endure it. You tried your hardest with Sissy and I know you would've done anything it took to heal her if you could. She crossed the bridge and took your love with her...and that is everything. I imagine her curled up on some angel's lap telling him all about her special daddy time and the way mommy fussed over her and how loved she was. No more pain and suffering for your sweet angel..she has surely earned her wings.

Much love and sympathy,
Susi

@susi794, thank you so much for your heart-felt words. You are so right...that no animal or their loving owner should have to endure FIP. And yes, I certainly would have done ANYTHING it took to heal Sissy. It's still so, so difficult for me. The whole darn situation still feels so shocking. Yesterday was THE ONLY day that I didn't cry more than a tiny bit of a tear. All other days...including now, I cry and cry.

I WILL LOVE my baby Sissy FOREVER AND EVER.

Thanks again,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

I HAVE TO COME BACK LATER HOPEFULLY TO FINISH REPLYING. I'm crying too much again. UGH! Sorry.

 

[Hairless Blessing]

Bless your heart. I will continue to pray for you. It will just take time
and we all understand. Just do what you need to.

 

[GoldHazel]

Robin, I am so sorry about Sissy. It is so unfair that she had to fight so hard for her short little life. But you never gave up on her. You and your family loved her and gave her the best life she could ever wish for. RIP lovely Sissy.

Julie, @Cleopatra Beers, my heart is so broken when I think of the suffering she went through. She most certainly didn't deserve that (not that any cat does). She was the sweetest little thing. She loved everyone and every animal so much. She would always rub up against my dogs every single time she saw them (from the very first time she saw them).

Thank you,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Oh Robin! I can't express how so sorry I am that you have lost your Sissy so soon. Poor little baby was sickly from the start, but she couldn't have had a more loving home and family during her short life. I know your hurt seems unbearable, but that depth of hurt is a direct reflection of the depth of love that Sissy felt from you. Perhaps for the first time ever she is completely free from pain. I am so, so sorry. :cry: RIP Sissy.

Thank you. What holds me together is knowing that she is peaceful now and healthy and that I'll again see her one day. I think of holding her close to my heart and kissing her like I used to.

Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Robin, my heart goes out to you. Sissy's short life was filled with love, and devotion from you. I firmly believe God meant for you to have her, so that her life would be filled with love. You were her angel in this world and now, another angel is caring for her. I've been in tears all week with everything that has happened. I'm sure Emma Leigh and Sissy are snuggled together. I know this is very painful for you, but Sissy is now pain free. RIP dear sweet Sissy.

There is no doubt in my mind @1sphynxlover, that Sissy was meant to be with me (and I with her). There were more obstacles from day one that I picked her out in person than you know. Maybe one day I can share the true story what happened when I went to Florida to pick her out.
Sissy and Emma are certainly free of pain now as they frolic around playing in Heaven.

Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

Rip Sissy!! So sorry for you Robin!! I am so very sorry.

@assibassi, I know feel for me. I appreciate it.
Thank you,
Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

I am so sorry. Bless your heart. I pray God will comfort you like
only he can. Pray he will mend your broken heart.
You sure went through a lot to get Sissy and you have been through
a lot since you got her. Bless her heart she was never healthy and
No matter how hard the road got you kept on going for her. You did
everything you possibly could. She knew she was loved and adored.
Her short life would not had the love or quality it did without you
and your husband.

That was beautiful, @Hairless Blessing. Thank you. She loved everybody and was loved by anyone that ever met her. She just immediately melted hearts.

Robin

 

[GoldHazel]

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts will be with you all.

Thank you, @Kyla L. I appreciate your words.

Robin