It has been just over a year that I held my baby Spock cradled in my arms and he went to his eternal sleep. My heart broke and I still cry at times as I think of him. He was only 3 yrs old, but apparently had a heart murmur and passed a major blood clot that paralyzed him and was in great pain. My heart goes out to every one else who has lost one of these majestic animals. I still have two beautiful babies that I cherish, but Spock was my first and will always carry his memory in my heart. I know he is in a far better place and no longer in pain, but I still find it hard even after all this time. Rest well my son, Mommy still loves you.....
