My heart is broken....

[Yoda mom]

@curlysue , sending (((hugs ))) this morning thinking of you and your your family .. I wish the love and hugs we all send could squeeze away the pain in your hearts .. Sending prayers for peace and comfort to you family ..

During my darkest numbing hours of grief , I found some solace in the poems and stories at pet-loss-matters.com
Perhaps it can bring a sliver of comfort during your time of loss and grief..

We are here for you and your family ...

 

[Sphynx Asylum Dad]

I can't even imagine what you must be going through, mere words seem woefully inadequate!! Please know that we send lots of lair love your way.

 

[PrimateLove]

I am so sorry for your loss

 

[curlysue]

Thank you all SO much for all the love and support over the last day. We have seemed to muttel through the day crying less. I have been through many heartbreaking events (human and animal) and for me it gets easier the more I talk about it. We have a very quiet house (Hairry was our talker). We have also got rid of the two dogs so there is little barking outside. Curly and Fuzzy are keeping to themselves and I have given them extra love and wet food (a real treat in out house). At one point last night they both came and slept in the bed with me. Hairry was the one who was attached to me the second I sat on the bed and always had to be toughing me. Curly is much more in tune with what has happened walking around looking for her brother. She slept last night on my pillow with her head on my face and would lick a tear if and when they fell down my face.

I never want anyone to go through this with there babies. It is gut wrenching and my poor Hubby has been a trouper. My daughter had never seen me so upset (even with the death of my mother). I think the last time I felt like this was 1996 when I found my Grandmother passed away in her house. It was something Horror movies are made of yet out of body.

Love you all so much and thank you!!! Nicole, Curly, Violet and Fuzzy

 

[GizmosMommy]

I'm so glad all your babies were there for you last night. Hang in there - such a sad situation.

 

[kimmyhm]

I'm so sorry for your loss x

 

[Gryffindor]

So sorry for your loss. My wife and I send our deepest sympathies. I too never thought I'd be posting in this section so soon, but things sometimes don't play out the way we envision them. Just think of the happy times and the love that you all shared with eachother. That's what we're trying to do now in hopes that the pain will at least lessen as time goes by.

 

[SphynxKid]

Thank you all SO much for all the love and support over the last day. We have seemed to muttel through the day crying less. I have been through many heartbreaking events (human and animal) and for me it gets easier the more I talk about it. We have a very quiet house (Hairry was our talker). We have also got rid of the two dogs so there is little barking outside. Curly and Fuzzy are keeping to themselves and I have given them extra love and wet food (a real treat in out house). At one point last night they both came and slept in the bed with me. Hairry was the one who was attached to me the second I sat on the bed and always had to be toughing me. Curly is much more in tune with what has happened walking around looking for her brother. She slept last night on my pillow with her head on my face and would lick a tear if and when they fell down my face.

I never want anyone to go through this with there babies. It is gut wrenching and my poor Hubby has been a trouper. My daughter had never seen me so upset (even with the death of my mother). I think the last time I felt like this was 1996 when I found my Grandmother passed away in her house. It was something Horror movies are made of yet out of body.

Love you all so much and thank you!!! Nicole, Curly, Violet and Fuzzy

It makes me so sad to read this. I am sad for you, and for Moriya, Joey and the rest of the babies. I am sure you and they are all heart broken. I am glad that Violet and Fuzzy are in tune to what is going on, and sad for Curly, looking for Hairry. I hope you rest a little better tonight.

Jen

 

[Joanne]

OMG, I don't even know what to say - I can't imagine how you and your daughter must have felt!

 

[ZiggyStardust]

I am so very sorry for your loss! I can't imagine the shock and horror you have gone through. Hugs, love, and prayers for you and your family. :cry:

 

[Hairless Blessing]

Bless you. My heart breaks for you. I will pray for comfort and peace for you and your family.

 

[andreanar]

Oh Nicole, Im so so sorry. My heart is broken for you and your family. What a terrible tragedy and a shock that you are going through. I cry as I read this as I know how deeply we all love our sphynxies. I wish I could reach out and give you a hug, I am sending you all my love right now.

 

[Des]

View attachment 50781 View attachment 50782 So I never read the RIP part of the Lair so I don't have to explain why I am crying to people as I walk by my office at work. I never thought I would be posting on this section anytime soon but one never knows what is around the corner. So with this said I had to say goodbye to my sweet baby boy Hairry Yoda this afternoon. I came home and cooked dinner and went to go outside and found him in the dogs side of the fenced in yard. I have never been so sick in my life and to know a pet is ill and passes is one thing but to have him attached by your own pet and killed something else. It was like a out of body experience my daughter and I screaming and crying.

My poor husband have taken the two dogs to his house to live. He too is heartbroken and mortified. This is something nightmares are made of and I wish no one has to got through it. I feel so hopeless knowing I couldn't save him and can't bare to think of him hoeing I would.

I love you Hairry Yoda with all my heart! You sat by my side the second I walked thru the door when I got home in the afternoons. You sat in my lap every night as I surfed the net, having to dodge your little head to see the screen. You were a talker and lover. You always let your little brother know who was boss with your funny little hiss and growl. You will be so missed and we all have a hole in our heart now that you have crossed over the rainbow bridge.

I LOVE YOU HAIRRY YODA WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!

@Catzzzmeow I want to thank you for being there to listen. XOXO

First let me say I'm very sorry for your lost when I read your story it felt like I was reliving my nightmare the same thing happen to my cat it jump over the fence with my dog I was able to stop it but it was to late he died in my arms at the vet. My 7 year old daughter & my 13 year old son had to see this happen. & we will never forget it ... I know how it feels I can't even look at my dog without reliving that day .... So my heart goes out to you ....

 

[MollysMom]

This is so terribly upsetting to read... hope that Hairry is at peace across the rainbow bridge, and that you and your family can heal.

 

[curlysue]

First let me say I'm very sorry for your lost when I read your story it felt like I was reliving my nightmare the same thing happen to my cat it jump over the fence with my dog I was able to stop it but it was to late he died in my arms at the vet. My 7 year old daughter & my 13 year old son had to see this happen. & we will never forget it ... I know how it feels I can't even look at my dog without reliving that day .... So my heart goes out to you ....

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby and the kids having to see it. Having had to witness this horrific event would kill me! I couldn't imagine having to do that I have a hard enough time just thinking of what happened without seeing it. I am fortunate enough to have a amazing husband who took the two dogs away (to his family property 45 min away). We have yet to speak about the dogs and don't think we will for a while. I know there alive and free to run and play where I don't have to see them. This is something I would never wish upon anyone.

Thank you so much for sharing your story with me. I have found great comfort in talking to everyone on the Lair.

 

[ElvirasMum]

I am so sorry, Nicole. No words, just sad.

 

[ilovedirt]

I'm so very sorry for your loss. My heart is breaking for you.


Dogs.

 

[Embracing-Joyx4]

I'm just reading this I'm so sorry Nicole... This is very traumatic and will take sometime to heal from. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers for comfort.

Christina

 

[susi794]

Oh, Nicole! I am just sobbing so as I read this. I wish I could make it go away...but I can't. I can only remind you that Hairy Yoda knew he was loved while he was here and that this pain was short lived and he is in a place where there is no more pain...no more fears or sorrow. I believe he is waiting for you and will glad fully take his place by your side. When it's your time to leave this Earth and that he sends his eternal love home to you...no regrets. He was loved...and that, my sweet friend, is. Everything.

 

[MyJezebel]

Oh God! Just seeing this now. I'm so very sorry. I know that the way Hairry Yoda passed is weighing heavily on you. I pray that the pain will subside little by little each day. I will be thinking of you and your family.

 

[curlysue]

Oh, Nicole! I am just sobbing so as I read this. I wish I could make it go away...but I can't. I can only remind you that Hairy Yoda knew he was loved while he was here and that this pain was short lived and he is in a place where there is no more pain...no more fears or sorrow. I believe he is waiting for you and will glad fully take his place by your side. When it's your time to leave this Earth and that he sends his eternal love home to you...no regrets. He was loved...and that, my sweet friend, is. Everything.

Thank you so much! I am so sorry you had to get this bad news with all the good news you have seen on the Lair today. Today it's been one week and I find myself crying about only once a day (now twice seeing your sweet post). Everyone is adjusting well but it will just take time. Hairry was a very special boy and as days go by I see more little things around the house he had a hand in without us knowing. I have learned he was my messy eater (now there is no food around the outside of the feeder). He must have been my shitty boy too because there is a LOT less in the hatbox to scoop up... LOL He will be greatly missed every day and I do hope to see him when it's my time go. I can only hope his passing was quick as this is what gets me through the day with out loosing it.

Well on to happier times!! I am so glad to see you on the Lair and I loved your video!! I know you will have a long road but we are here for you!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!! XOXOXOX

 

[Emily0404]

Oh my goodness I am so so sad to hear this I cannot imagine your feelings towards the dogs. Bless you all xxx

 

[mztude]

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View attachment 50781 View attachment 50782 So I never read the RIP part of the Lair so I don't have to explain why I am crying to people as I walk by my office at work. I never thought I would be posting on this section anytime soon but one never knows what is around the corner. So with this said I had to say goodbye to my sweet baby boy Hairry Yoda this afternoon. I came home and cooked dinner and went to go outside and found him in the dogs side of the fenced in yard. I have never been so sick in my life and to know a pet is ill and passes is one thing but to have him attached by your own pet and killed something else. It was like a out of body experience my daughter and I screaming and crying.

My poor husband have taken the two dogs to his house to live. He too is heartbroken and mortified. This is something nightmares are made of and I wish no one has to got through it. I feel so hopeless knowing I couldn't save him and can't bare to think of him hoeing I would.

I love you Hairry Yoda with all my heart! You sat by my side the second I walked thru the door when I got home in the afternoons. You sat in my lap every night as I surfed the net, having to dodge your little head to see the screen. You were a talker and lover. You always let your little brother know who was boss with your funny little hiss and growl. You will be so missed and we all have a hole in our heart now that you have crossed over the rainbow bridge.

I LOVE YOU HAIRRY YODA WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!

@Catzzzmeow I want to thank you for being there to listen. XOXO

Sitting hear with tears running down my face....I am soooo sorry for your loss.... Truely heartbreaking..... :-(

 

[curlysue]

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Sitting hear with tears running down my face....I am soooo sorry for your loss.... Truely heartbreaking..... :-(

Awww Thank you! As each day goes by it gets a little easier. He is greatly missed in our house and very quiet without him chatting away.

Sorry this "In memory of" section should come with a warning and a box of tissue.