Major Squirt
Lairian
- Joined
- May 6, 2022
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My Skye girl was only 4 years old. I adopted her at 1 year old. When I got her no one had gotten her fixed or taking her to a cardiolog
ist for her heart murmur. I did both asap. Her heart murmur ended up being heart disease stage 3. She fought and made it three strong and filled with fun years. Today she went up to her favorite spot to take a nap and passed peacefully in her sleep. I can’t help feeling horrible for her passing by herself without me there with her. I feel like I should have been there. I can’t stop thinking I let her down by not seeing it coming. I wish I had been there for her. I don’t even know how long she had been up there and had already passed. I just thought she was upstairs enjoying the heated room for the afternoon nap she always has. I know she’s got her kitty angel wings now and isn’t suffering, but it’s hard not to be selfish and want her back with me. I don’t know if I will ever find another cat like her. She was so smart and in tune with me. She would even be able to wake me up for work if my alarm didn’t go off. She slept on top of me in bed every night. I can’t imagine sleeping without her now.
