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One year today.. ^Yoda Cat^

Yoda mom

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You were my first...My sweetest ^ Yoda Cat^ with the frail little heart, oh I miss you dearly..
Valentines Day will never be the same - One year ago , we shared Valentines Day .. I never thought this grainy little picture would be our last Valentines Day-
Never did I imagine you would leave my life at the tender age of 2 ..two days later..
The scar never quite heals..... It runs deep to the place in my heart you forever live..

I know you are flying on wings at the bridge pain free from your HCM and curse of saddle thrombosis embolisms.. You were brought into this world I later learned from an evil greedy person who sold sick kitties.. Such an evil act .. Damn you...

Today, I am tryng hard to wipe away the tears and and stop questioning "why" .

I close my eyes and feel your little frail heart beating close to mine..
I was not ready to say goodbye....
 

Hairless Blessing

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@Yoda mom , Bless your heart. I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you.
I just could imagine if it was Izmae. I know my life would never be the
same again. No matter, if I ever got another Sphynx or not.
Nothing or no one could ever take Izmae' s place. Sending up prayers
for you.
 

Yoda mom

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@Hairless Blessing , the "Firsts" are always the hardest..
She lives in my heart forever.. I try to hold onto the best of memories..

It was so hard because each time I saw her back leg twitch, I learned to know a saddle thrombosis embolism was to follow- they usually never survive the first embolism episode of F.A.T.E - She was a fighter, bless her little heart- she didn't want to leave this world..countless times she pulled through in my arms with immediate aspirin therapy .. holding her close to my heart praying each time she would pull through..
The vet gave me instructions for home care therapy letting me know there was no cure..

I wish the evil person who bred sick kitties for money could see the lifetime of heartache and tears...
I wonder how many of her siblings , mums n dads suffered through F.A.T.E. too

I pray my ^ Yoda Cat^ is flying high and pain free.. She certainly took a piece of my heart with her-
I love her sooo much .. She left this world but never my heart-

She sent me special babies to share love like she knew in this world- I see a little bit of her in each -and know she is always with me...

I know she wouldn't want me to be sad, the " firsts" are always the hardest...
 

assibassi

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Big huggs my friend !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its only been a week for me and my one babe and I still can smell him when I close my eyes !
 

MelissaAlice

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I'm so sad for your loss.

That place in your heart never quite feels the same again, hold the memories close.
Saying a prayer for you and Yoda Cat today.
 

GoldHazel

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View attachment 55965 You were my first...My sweetest ^ Yoda Cat^ with the frail little heart, oh I miss you dearly..
Valentines Day will never be the same - One year ago , we shared Valentines Day .. I never thought this grainy little picture would be our last Valentines Day-
Never did I imagine you would leave my life at the tender age of 2 ..two days later..
The scar never quite heals..... It runs deep to the place in my heart you forever live..

I know you are flying on wings at the bridge pain free from your HCM and curse of saddle thrombosis embolisms.. You were brought into this world I later learned from an evil greedy person who sold sick kitties.. Such an evil act .. Damn you...

Today, I am tryng hard to wipe away the tears and and stop questioning "why" .

I close my eyes and feel your little frail heart beating close to mine..
I was not ready to say goodbye....

I feel your pain as I sit here crying. BIG hugs to help you through these tears of yours. oxox
 

Elaina

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"I know she wouldn't want me to be sad, the " firsts" are always the hardest..."

Your post made me cry, bless you.
Gabbi is my first Sphynx. We got her in September, my life has radically changed. Before her I had really bad anxiety and depression. Cats really mark your life, I can feel just how much Yoda cat meant to you. I'm really really sorry, remember Yoda cat for the amazing little cat she was.
 
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