PurranhasDen
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I am so sorry. I’ve not been around as much because of work obligations and such but hopping on the site and seeing this breaks my heart. I know how much he was your soul cat. You gave him the best life. If you know about the earport on FB, know that he is with Lady Bast telling all who came before him how wonderful his mom is and what a wonderful life he had while earth side. He is returned to full health and has picked his angel wings which he will use to visit from time to time. So when you feel that breeze or hear some furious scratching, though no one seems to be at the post, know that he is checking up on you.With tears and a shattered heart, sharing my strong boy warrior Tobylove gained his angel wings today at 2:14 PM.
( ironic time like valentines day date and his name)
This morning started like any other day. Tobylove was first up early to eat and play, his respiration rate was good at 28 .
We watched Pope Francis' funeral this morning, snuggled in bed sharing cuddles and Tobylove kisses.
I thought to myself what an extraordinary morning for me and him to watch history unfold today. I was thinking of Saint Francis of Assisi the patron saint of animals.
I took the dogs out and there was a big blue heron feather at the pond edge. I haven't seen a feather here in a long time, it gave me goosebumpps thinking was it a sign?.
Tobylove got up and played , scratched hard on his scratching pad got more to eat..... all was good until it wasn't....
I walked back in the room, he was sitting on the floor by the scratching pad play area . He looked up at me and I thought okay, you want to play. I reached down and he tried to get up and I immediately noticed rear leg weakness and he was wobbly. his extremities were warm but I noticed he started to open mouth breathe. My heart sank, I knew in my gut today was the day I had to be his voice with wings of peace and dignity.
I swaddled him in his favorite blankie and favorite cat toy he has had all his life.
I surrounded him with all my love and countless Tobylove kisses.
Rest easy sweet Tobylove. I love you forever and ever . " Until Then" my friend , My Tobylove.
Thank you all for the outpouring of care , love and support on my journey with my sweet strong boy warrior Tobylove.
It means more than you know.
(((hugs n head smooches)))))
sharing one of my fav pics of Tobylove.
I would tell him Tobylove give kisses and he always puckered up for Tobylove kisses for 12 years.
Tobylove kisses engraved on my heart forever and ever.
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