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GoldHazel

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I HATE you, FIP! You took my sweet angel Sissy from me today, June 4, 2014.

You came into my home when I wasn't looking. You snatched the life out of my baby girl Sissy. HOW DARE YOU! Nobody sneaks into my home like that uninvited and rips my heart out.

You've caused me to cry myself to sleep every night, wake up each day with tears streaming down my face wetting my pillow. You've caused me to cry hysterically on and off thoughout each day. HOW DARE YOU! I HATE you!

You are NEVER to come back in to my home again.
You are NEVER to claim the life of Liam (aka My Big Boy).
You are NEVER to claim the life of Grayson (aka My Sweetie Boy).
You are NEVER to claim the life of Simon (aka My Baby Boy).
You are NEVER to claim the life of Miss Violet (aka Pudge).
You are NEVER EVER to come into my life again and take a piece of my heart.

As strong as you were, FIP, my Sissy fought you. She was strong-willed. Sissy never gave up. Not even in her last seconds of life. She purred each day, she ate for me whether I fed her breakfast with my fingers or dinner with a syringe (my concoction of food and nutrients...high calorie too as she was just a tiny little girl). She even made it over to her dry food bowl a few times a day and nibbled for a few minutes. Sissy unrinated all over the place. The last few days she pooped on the bathroom floor.

FIP, you even took her "legs" away from my precious baby girl. She could hardly stand, she could barely walk without falling over, yet she was strong-willed and somehow was able to get on and off my bed, etc.

You gave her lesions on her brain. You destroyed her nervous system. Gave her muscle spasms, etc. Not her mind though, not her will to go on. Yes, that's right, FIP, my Sissy fought you as much as she was able to.

Sissy was so happy to have alone time with Daddy each evening. She'd lay in Daddy's arms for hours and he told her how much he loved her. She was always thrilled to see her two doggie sisters Maggie and Victoria and rub up against them showing her love. She enjoyed doggie kisses always.

Her three sphynx brothers and one sister always surrounded her in bed. They helped keep her warm and toasty. Always groomed her and protected her. Anyone that ever met Sissy was immediately in love with her and the breed. She was a very special little girl.

My sweet angel, Sissy, how is Mommy going to come down to the kitchen tomorrow a.m. and not prepare the fifth food bowl for you like I do every single day? How is Mommy going to go on without your loving eyes looking up at me each day as well?

Some people believe that Sissy shouldn't have ever been mine. I went through so much trouble to get her here in my loving arms. No matter what some people believe, I know that she were supposed to be mine.

I loved you more than anyone else could have, Sissy. I cared for you like you were a human baby. I gave you the best of everything and FIP still ripped you from my heart. My heart feels so heavy that I cannot stand up straight.

I know that you are playing now and running around with Goldie, Hazel and Angelica. You and I will be together again one day. Until then, Sweetheart, I have your photos to smile at, your pink bath towel and floral blankie to hold close to me, etc., but most of all, I will always have you in my heart.

RIP My Sweet Angel Sissy. You have been through so much, you certainly deserve those wings you got today, Pretty Little Girl. I will love you forever and ever.

Sissy
August 24, 2013 - June 4, 2014​
 

Emily0404

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I have no words apart from I'm so sorry. Sorry never seems big enough but it's all I have. How lucky she was to spend her kitten days with you. She was dearly loved beyond measure. She will always be with you. Much love
 

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You know Robin my heart is with you. Sissy was yours to love and give her short life unconditional love...that was no mistake.
 

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I am so sorry. No one could ever doubt how much your little girl was loved. Please keep the best memories closest to your heart. RIP sweet little girl.

Patti
 

MyJezebel

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This is so sad :( You and Sissy did not deserve this. I'm so very sorry that she is gone. I know what you went through to bring that little girl into your home and there's no doubt in my mind that she was meant to be with you. You gave her a wonderful life. I pray that your heart will mend a little bit each day and that you can take some comfort in knowing that Sissy was surrounded by love everyday in your home. Rest peacefully now Sissy.
 

GizmosMommy

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How sad :( I'm so sorry...at least she isn't in pain anymore. Send prayers and hugs to you're home.
 

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Fly free and whole, pain free at the bridge sweet little Sissy Angel.. You were surrounded by sooo much love in this world and fought a courageous battle..no kitty soul should ever face.... You touched hearts forever..
Rest now and when you wake at the bridge run free and whole with the bridge angels..

((Hugs )))
 

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Hi Robin, I am so so sorry to read about Sissy! I am so sorry you both had to go through the pain and sorrow.
I have never cried so much as I have this week on the Lair. My co-workers think I am crazy! I can't imagine when it's my time to have to walk in your and Courtney's shoes I will like you guys be devastated
I wanted to send big HUGS from me and the nakeds!!!
Just know that Sissy will be in heaven with Emma playing without pain and watching over you and her naked brothers and sister.
Love,
Nicole
 

cleozmama

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Oh Robin, I wish I could be with you to offer you comfort. I can hardly see to type this because my eyes are so swollen and full of tears for little Sissy.

Nobody could have loved her more than you. You were meant to be her mama and she knows how much you love her. You did everything possible for your sweet little girl.

It's so unfair the way she was taken from you, but not even FIP can take away the time you had together and the time memories you will always carry in your heart.

My heart breaks for you and I am sending love and healing thoughts to you and your family. Sissy was a strong and determined little girl, but not nearly as strong and determined as her mama. I can almost see you wielding a sword against the evil disease.

Know that Sissy will be waiting for you on the other side and that she is now at peace and without pain. Hold your babies extra close and let them share your pain just as they comforted Sissy.

I'm here for you anytime! Hugs and much love always!

Kim
Xoxoxoxo
 

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So sorry. Sissy was so lucky to have such a great momma during her short life. A little piece of her will always be in your heart. Hugs and much love.
 

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I am incredibly sorry for the loss of your precious little angel girl. I,too, hate FIP, HCM, and anything else that claims the life of an innocent little kitten so cruelly. It is a hideous disease and no animal or their loving owners should have to endure it. You tried your hardest with Sissy and I know you would've done anything it took to heal her if you could. She crossed the bridge and took your love with her...and that is everything. I imagine her curled up on some angel's lap telling him all about her special daddy time and the way mommy fussed over her and how loved she was. No more pain and suffering for your sweet angel..she has surely earned her wings.

Much love and sympathy,
Susi
 

Cleopatra Beers

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Robin, I am so sorry about Sissy. It is so unfair that she had to fight so hard for her short little life. But you never gave up on her. You and your family loved her and gave her the best life she could ever wish for. RIP lovely Sissy.
 

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Oh Robin! I can't express how so sorry I am that you have lost your Sissy so soon. Poor little baby was sickly from the start, but she couldn't have had a more loving home and family during her short life. I know your hurt seems unbearable, but that depth of hurt is a direct reflection of the depth of love that Sissy felt from you. Perhaps for the first time ever she is completely free from pain. I am so, so sorry. :cry: RIP Sissy.
 

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Robin, my heart goes out to you. Sissy's short life was filled with love, and devotion from you. I firmly believe God meant for you to have her, so that her life would be filled with love. You were her angel in this world and now, another angel is caring for her. I've been in tears all week with everything that has happened. I'm sure Emma Leigh and Sissy are snuggled together. I know this is very painful for you, but Sissy is now pain free. RIP dear sweet Sissy.
 

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:( I am so sorry. Bless your heart. I pray God will comfort you like
only he can. Pray he will mend your broken heart.
You sure went through a lot to get Sissy and you have been through
a lot since you got her. Bless her heart she was never healthy and
No matter how hard the road got you kept on going for her. You did
everything you possibly could. She knew she was loved and adored.
Her short life would not had the love or quality it did without you
and your husband.
 

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Oh Robin! I'm so so sorry. I don't even have the words to express how sad I feel for you all and for little Sissy to have had to fight that nasty, hateful FIP. Hugs.
 

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I'm so sorry. She's in a place where she can always watch over you and the rest of her family. It was a long hard experience trying to get her in your arms, and you truly gave her the best home. I'm glad she got to spend her short life with you, in a loving and happy home. My heart goes out to you.
 
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